I can't believe it's a year ago on 23rd June sweetheart.
I will never stop loving you ever... Even if I find someone in the future like you told me to do so, just like you did whrn you lost your fiancée all those years ago.
You taught me how to stay strong and I'm so glad you can now see I have always been loyal to you from day one, no matter what others wrongfully assumed and tried to make you believe about me.
You know now and I knew all along, that the truth is clear to see.
I love you unconditionally and that will never change.
I need to learn now though, how to adapt my thoughts and ways of thinking to be happy like you wanted me to be and told me to be, using all your advice and coping techniques as best as I can, in my own time and after I look after me for a change instead of putting you or others first.
If i get that right as you said, everything else should naturally follow.
Thank you for my letters and I am so proud of you too and also want you to be happy, safe and secure in every way as well as you saying that's all you wanted for me.
Sorry you didn't get the help you asked for to plan my surprise wedding in secret (the year before you decided to propose). Things happen for a reason though and we didn't need the label to know we were far more than husband and wife anyway.
I love you Jay and I promise I will try my best now to concentrate on me now and my future as I've had 7 years now of upset, worry, pain, heartache and grieving for you and what we stuck together to get through, right to the end and more.
I will cherish everything for eternity.
You have my eternal love, inside and out and your legacy will live on through me to always keep your memories alive forever here on earth. You made sure of that with your amazing superhero approach and presence and I'm continuing with that as promised, in a more subtle, effective yet honorable way.
I love you sweetheart xxxx love Amy xxxx